If Lifehouse Could Write Me in a Song. . .

I will not stop searching 'till I am where I want to be
cause all I have is nothing without you right here with me
I won't stop chasing after you
it doesn't matter how far
cause everything that I need is everything you are

and I would wait right here forever
just to be where you are
and I would trade it all in a second
just to be where you are

and I would wait right here forever
just to be where you are
and I would trade it all in a second
just to be where you are

don't have all the answers
but one thing I know is that
where you are going is where I want to go
don't have all the words to tell
I know cause I've already tried
all I know is that when you are here
you make me feel alive

just to feel
to feel you here with me
just to hear you whisper
the words that are priceless to me
just to know you more
to be with you
to lose myself in you
is all I want
all I want
just to be where you are

and there is nothing that I wouldn't do
just to be where you are
and there is nothing that I wouldn't go through
just to be where you are

Wanderlust is Setting in

Want to pack your bags something small
take what you need & we disappear
without a trace, we'll be gone, gone
moon & the stars follow the car
& when we get to the ocean,
we're going to take a boat to the end of the world...
all the way to the end of the world

You & I not tied to the ground,
not falling but rising like, rolling around
eyes closed above the roof tops
eyes closed we're gonna spin through the stars
our arms wide as the sky, we gonna ride blue
all the way to the end of the world,
to the end of the world


- Dave Matthews Band, "You and Me"

Busy as a Little BUMBLE BEEEEEE!

Well, these last few months have been a whirlwind. Here are a few highlights:

NKOTB and Flight of the Conchords at the SB Bowl
Death Cab for Cutie at the Hollywood Bowl
Vegas and turning 25
My new job
Watercolor Painting
Book Club
Santa Monica pier
BBQs
Rockband Nights

Upcoming:

The Killers, U2, Snow Patrol, Rob Thomas, San Diego, LA Kings, 6-month anniversary surprise weekend, Dodgers/Astros, Disneyland, Morro Bay, and.... HAWAII!

Man, it's been crazy. In a crazy, sexy cool kind of way that only can come from having an awesome sister and boyfriend :) (I know, James, it's a bit mushy.) I literally have had the best 2009, despite my 4.5 month stint in the world of unemployment and poverty. I found out who my real friends are and even made some new ones. I have the three Musketeers to keep me sane and happy.

I'm officially marking 2009 down as the best year ever!


LA LA LA LA LIFE IS WONDERFUL - Jason Mraz


(A few not-so-great things, I mean, it's not all roses and butterflies: Transformers 2, paying my own car insurance, debt, getting up at 7 am every day, not getting to go to Chicago, migraines, and realizing some people will never grow up...)

Life's Like a Jump Rope

Remember how you used to say
“you couldn’t wait till tomorrow for a brand new day”
no fuss when ya had to ride the bus
you could add a little blush
just to paralyze your school crush

now your older and the weight upon your shoulder
makes the world a little colder
no more hidin in the old days
be strong
don’t give up hope
it will get hard
cause life’s like a jump rope

up down when it gets hard remember life’s like a jump rope

there’ll be a bump there will be a bruise
there’ll be alarms and there will be a snooze
there’ll be a path that u will get to choose
there’ll be a win and there will be a lose

you have to hold your head up high and
watch all the negative go by
don’t u ever be ashamed to cry
you go ahead
cuz life’s like a jump rope

I want to tell u that everything will be okay
That everything will eventually turn itself to gold
Keep pushin through it all
Don’t follow, lead the way
Don’t lose yourself or your hope

Remember life’s like a jump rope


---Blue October "Jump Rope"

99.9% Right

As usual, I was right. Today I am fine. I am ecstatic! Rachel got the job she wanted :) One more week of freedom and then celebration in Vegas. Then I'm back to being a working woman after a 4 month hiatus. WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.


G'night. Sleep tight.